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     Vol. 1, No. 3                                         March 31, 1996


       "To promote and encourage the 'thread' of unselfish heart and love
        that invisibly connects husbands and wives, parents and children,
                                               and brothers and sisters."
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           From the Editor
           ...............

                Our March issue has been slightly delayed because
           the cold brutal winter in Virginia Beach (the coldest
           since the close of the dinosaur age) took its sneaky toll
           on your humble editor and knocked him flat with two
           months of pneumonia. I'd never had it before, and I have
           to admit that I was quite surprised.

                Things are back on track now, and I am equally glad
           to say that spring is tentatively peeking around the
           corner. (It's still a bit scared.)

                This issue has heart, humor, and bits of wisdom here
           and there. My wife and I almost fell off our chairs when
           we read the article "Preparation for Parenthood". If any
           of you know who the author is, let me know -- he deserves
           a free carton of diapers for his trouble.

                Next month we'll have another article on music and
           children, from Greta Ward, part of our "continuing
           series" efforts to examine different issues in depth.

                I've decided to keep the HTJ at this length because
           I want to give enough space to authors to really dig into
           important topics. I think that that's what differentiates
           a journal from a newsletter, in one sense.

                As always, we have an ongoing request for columns
           and articles that examine the varied issues of marriage,
           parenting and family. Don't be shy -- write your
           reflections down, and send them to me via email. Our
           readers have a lot to say.

                                               Peter F. Brown
                                               Editor & Publisher



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                               TABLE OF CONTENTS



           * From the Editor, Peter F. Brown ......................1


           * Letters to the Editor ................................5


           * I Can Fly Dad!, by Richard R. Radtke .................5


           * Preparation for Parenthood, (Author Unknown) .........7


           * Maria, by Olga S. Hardman ...........................10


           * Recreating Ourselves as Parents, by Edy Iversen .....12


           * The Movie Mom's Guide to Movies
             and Videos for Families, by Nell Minow ..............14
             (Review of Muppet Treasure Island)


           * Mother Linda's Irresistible Fudge Brownies ..........16


           * HeartQuestions / Questions & Reflections
             about Marriage, Parenting & Family Issues
             by Peter F. Brown ...................................16
             [Maintaining an Atmosphere of Heart in Marriage]


           * Overheard, by Kim Korman Brown ......................19


           * The HeartThread Resource Guide,
             Resources for Couples, Parents & Families ...........23










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                             Letters to the Editor
                            .......................

                                           Wednesday, March 20, 1996

                It's wonderful to read articles and letters from the
           other side of the world - well almost - and know that
           there are people out there who have the same values and
           concerns as yourself. Keep up the great! work.

                The biggest problem facing Africa and especially
           South Africa at the moment is the disintegration of the
           traditional family structure. Africa traditionally
           revolved around the extended family. That is how its
           economics, politics, education, culture, values operated.
           Then along came - in swift succession - colonialists and
           the twentieth century. Whoosh - all wiped out. Migrant
           labour, servitude, poverty, disempowerment, forced
           removals and the family disintegrated.

                Here we are very fortunate in that Madiba (Pres.
           Mandela) is committed to reinforcing the family and its
           structure. We too will have to be innovative and find
           ways to support and encourage nuclear families as well as
           extended ones.
                                              ......................
                                              Hilary R. Peace-McLeod
                                                        South Africa


                                              Monday, March 18, 1996

                Just wanted you to know how much I enjoyed Kim's
           article on Gracie. I love seeing a female with a mind of
           her own. Don't break her spirit! As regards clothing, I'm
           sure you'll need to "bend" it a little, but don't break
           it.

           (Editor's Note: This letter refers to a column of Kim's
           that is on our web page, entitled "Gracie the Viking".)
                                                       .............
                                                        Olga Hardman
                                                       West Virginia

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                                I Can Fly Dad!
                               ................

                                                by Richard R. Radtke

                My son Ethan's birthday was the other day. He's four
           years old and going strong. Every day, like every child,

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           he discovers something new, and I with him. He has a
           stubborn streak, which is good, although there are
           "times"... He is curious, and tries to be helpful when he
           can -- usually I just grin at him and sigh inside, then
           follow behind and pick up.

                One morning not long ago I was standing in the
           bathroom, shaving, having just showered and dressed.
           Ethan came tapping at the closed door, and I said "What
           now Ethan?", (probably a little too gruffly, I now
           realize.) His small, strong voice answered, somewhat
           muffled through the door, "Dad ... Dad, I can fly", in a
           solemn voice akin to that of a judge passing sentence.

                At this point I feel I must ask you, the reader --
           from what deep wellspring of adult wisdom can one pull up
           a reply to that pronouncement? Do you take the time to
           sit down and say, "No, son you really can't fly, but you
           can imagine that you can", this approach designed to
           shower him with a cold dose of reality, followed up with
           an explanation of why he can't fly. Unfortunately to the
           child, this approach can be likened to Mom or Dad coming
           home and walking in the door announcing, "Whoops, I ran
           over the Easter bunny on the way home."

                I suppose there are parents out there who would take
           a psychological approach, Dr. Spock and all that. Well, I
           chose another course in this instance, and gave Ethan the
           well known and much practiced "Dad" reply. This is a
           world renowned reply which we fathers (and husbands)
           reserve for those special situations when we are actually
           confused, a situation that occurs among men with
           frightful regularity, at least according to all those
           fancy studies.

                Really, men can handle most tangible things and
           situations. For instance; we can handle shoveling the
           snow, we can handle a broken faucet, but announcements
           that come from left field, make us..., well, have you
           ever seen the confusion in a deer's eyes, when he is
           caught in the glare of your headlights on the road? A man
           who has just heard one of those left field announcements
           feels like that, trapped as it were, with nowhere to run.
           Now, getting back on track to the patented "Dad" reply,
           its time honored lines go simply, "That's nice son" (and
           yes, you can insert "dear" in place of "son").

                Tried and true, burnished with the voices of
           thousands of men through centuries of use, I uttered the
           perfected phrase, "That's nice son", and Ethan, satisfied
           now that his great announcement from left field had
           received its accolades, went back to every little
           brother's main passion in life, namely that of annoying
           his older brother. I relaxed, knowing the crisis had
           passed, reassured now as to the wisdom of my reply by the

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           sound of Ethan's footsteps receding into the distance,
           and went back to my shaving. Here the story could end,
           but it doesn't.

                I stood there looking into the mirror, thinking that
           perhaps Ethan really could fly. It really would not
           surprise me -- if anyone could, it would be Ethan. I
           remembered in my youth when I too could fly. Now that I'm
           grown up I can't. I don't really know exactly when it was
           that I discovered I couldn't fly anymore -- perhaps it
           was around the same time that I stopped seeing animal
           shapes in the fluffy clouds of the sky. I don't really
           know, at least not exactly, but a lot of my childhood
           magic disappeared one day. I stopped shaving and stood
           there, staring at myself in the mirror on the wall. I
           silently wished for the magic's return, but the magic did
           not appear.

                Finished shaving, I walked out into the living room,
           to find Willis and Ethan playing, so I paused and just
           watched. Ethan was sitting in the laundry basket, (the
           one he has been told to leave alone numerous times.) I
           felt a sharp word spring to my lips. Before it was
           uttered, Ethan, in a breath of childish glee, called out,
           "Daddy, my jet, I'm flying, see!!" The word of rebuke
           forgotten, I stared, and for a brief instant, I saw what
           Ethan saw there. The clear blue sky, fluffy clouds
           floating by, and way, way down below many people looking
           up at me, waving... and for a small second of time, that
           long forgotten magic of childhood came back and revisited
           my soul.

                One last little thing, to tie up this tail --
           (forgive the pun) it's about the Easter Bunny -- he's
           still alive and doing quite well....
                             .......................................
                             Richard R. Radtke is a dad and a writer

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                          Preparation for Parenthood
                         ............................

                                                      Author Unknown

                (Editor's Note: This was sent to me by a friend. It
           has been posted on many different Usenet newsgroups over
           a period of years. No one seems to know who the author is
           -- I'd love to find out, so I can compliment him or her
           on a hilarious commentary on reality.)
                                     * * *

                Preparation for parenthood is not just a matter of
           reading books and decorating the nursery. Here are 12

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           simple tests for expectant parents to take to prepare
           themselves for the real-life experience of being a mother
           or father.

                1. Women: to prepare for maternity, put on a
           dressing gown and stick a beanbag down the front. Leave
           it there for 9 months. After 9 months, take out 10% of
           the beans. Men: to prepare for paternity, go to the local
           chemist, tip the contents of your wallet on the counter,
           and tell the pharmacist to help himself. Then go to the
           supermarket. Arrange to have your salary paid directly to
           their head office. Go home. Pick up the paper. Read it
           for the last time.

                2. Before you finally go ahead and have children,
           find a couple who are already parents and berate them
           about their methods of discipline, lack of patience,
           appallingly low tolerance levels, and how they have
           allowed their children to run riot. Suggest ways in which
           they might improve their child's sleeping habits, toilet
           training, table manners and overall behavior. Enjoy it -
           it'll be the last time in your life that you will have
           all the answers.

                3. To discover how the nights will feel, walk around
           the living room from 5pm to 10pm carrying a wet bag
           weighing approximately 8-12 lbs. At 10pm put the bag
           down, set the alarm for midnight, and go to sleep. Get up
           at 12 and walk around the living room again, with the
           bag, till 1am. Put the alarm on for 3am. As you can't get
           back to sleep, get up at 2am and make a drink. Go to bed
           at 2:45am. Get up again at 3am when the alarm goes off.
           Sing songs in the dark until 4am. Put the alarm on for
           5am. Get up. Make breakfast. Keep this up for 5 years.
           Look cheerful.

                4. Can you stand the mess children make? To find
           out, smear peanut butter onto the sofa and jam onto the
           curtains. Hide a fish finger behind the stereo and leave
           it there all summer. Stick your fingers in the
           flowerbeds, then rub them on the clean walls. Cover the
           stains with crayons. How does that look?

                5. Dressing small children is not as easy as it
           seems: first buy an octopus and a string bag. Attempt to
           put the octopus into the string bag so that none of the
           arms hang out. Time allowed for this - all morning.

                6. Take an egg carton. Using a pair of scissors and
           a pot of paint turn it into an alligator. Now take a
           toilet tube. Using only scotch tape and a piece of foil,
           turn it into a Christmas cracker. Last, take a milk
           container, a ping pong ball, and an empty packet of Coco
           Pops and make an exact replica of the Eiffel Tower.


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           Congratulations. You have just qualified for a place on
           the playgroup committee.

                7. Forget the Miata and buy a Taurus. And don't
           think you can leave it out in the driveway, spotless and
           shining. Family cars don't look like that. Buy a
           chocolate ice cream bar and put it in the glove
           compartment. Leave it there. Get a quarter. Stick it in
           the cassette player. Take a family-size packet of
           chocolate cookies. Mash them down the back seats. Run a
           garden rake along both sides of the car. There. Perfect.

                8. Get ready to go out. Wait outside the toilet for
           half an hour. Go out the front door. Come in again. Go
           out. Come back in. Go out again. Walk down the front
           path. Walk back up it. Walk down it again. Walk very
           slowly down the road for 5 minutes. Stop to inspect
           minutely every cigarette end, piece of used chewing gum,
           dirty tissue and dead insect along the way. Retrace your
           steps. Scream that you've had as much as you can stand,
           until the neighbors come out and stare at you. Give up
           and go back into the house. You are now just about ready
           to try taking a small child for a walk.

                9. Always repeat everything you say at least five
           times.

                10. Go to your local supermarket. Take with you the
           nearest thing you can find to a pre-school child - a
           fully grown goat is excellent. If you intend to have more
           than one child, take more than one goat. Buy your week's
           groceries without letting the goats out of your sight.
           Pay for everything the goats eat or destroy. Until you
           can easily accomplish this do not even contemplate having
           children.

                11. Hollow out a melon. Make a small hole in the
           side. Suspend it from the ceiling and swing it from side
           to side. Now get a bowl of soggy Weetabix and attempt to
           spoon it into the swaying melon by pretending to be an
           aeroplane. Continue until half the Weetabix is gone. Tip
           the rest into your lap, making sure that a lot of it
           falls on the floor. You are now ready to feed a 12-month
           old baby.

                12. Learn the names of every character from Postman
           Pat, Fireman Sam and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. When
           you find yourself singing "Postman Pat" at work, you
           finally qualify as a parent.


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                                     Maria
                                    .......

                                                  by Olga S. Hardman


                Maria Boulanger - such a euphonious name you
           carried. Were you related to the famous Parisian, the
           piano teacher, Nadia? Did it bother you to give up your
           maiden name, the melodious Boulanger, to become Caussin?
           I have a feeling you never gave that a second thought.
           The Women's Lib Movement would have said that your
           identity was jeopardized, that your self-hood was
           compromised when you gave up your family name for that of
           another. Yet, seventy-five years after your death, here
           am I, your granddaughter and a proponent of equal rights
           for women, assessing and esteeming the value of your
           being. More than once during my childhood, I felt that I
           had been bitterly cheated because all my friends had
           grandmothers and you had died before I was born. I still
           regret, perhaps even more than I did as a young child,
           that I didn't get to know you.

                I feel so close to you though, as I look at the only
           snapshot I have of you, standing in the garden in your
           black cotton dress covered almost completely by a white
           apron. Just yesterday, when I went out to pick a tender
           young green onion for our salad, I wondered if you had
           picked the leeks for your leek soup out of the very same
           bed. Had those leeks been nourished by the same sod? I
           can only imagine Grandfather stooping low to tie them
           back so they could bleach white in the summer sun. I can
           also easily know how delicious that soup must have been
           because your youngest child, my mother Leah, taught me to
           make Leek Soup from your recipe so that she could have
           some during her last illness. It was one of the few
           things she could eat by then.

                I especially wish you could share with me your
           secret for raising children. What caused your sons and
           daughters to give so selflessly and generously? What gave
           them all such a fun-loving nature? Made them love to
           dance and laugh? Caused them all to have an attitude of
           gratitude about everything that happened in their lives?
           Gave them the will to always help their neighbors?

                As I walk through this house which my mother
           inherited from you and she bequeathed to me, I wonder
           what your footstep was like? Was it light and delicate?
           Sure and determined? Swift and eager? What did your voice
           sound like? French is such a lyric language, conversation
           in your home must have been like a musical dialogue
           interspersed with melodious laughter.


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                From Uncle Danton, I have learned that neither you
           nor my grandfather could speak one word of English when
           you came to America. That your only means of
           communication was a slip of paper on which was written:
           "I am Julien Firman Caussin. I want to go to Pittsburgh,
           Pennsylvania. I have a job waiting there for me as a
           glass gatherer."

                You must have been about twenty-two years old then
           and had two young children, my Uncle Julius and Aunt
           Clarice. It was only later that you moved to Clarksburg
           to start a cooperative glass plant. As a matter of fact,
           it was when my mother was six weeks old that you carried
           her into the home I know now as my own -- the year was
           1899.

                Sometimes, I am almost overcome with a sense of
           gratitude to you and my grandfather. Not only for passing
           on to me through your daughter, a home which I enjoy
           immensely, but also for the beautiful qualities with
           which you imbued all of your children. Uncle Danton is
           ninety-five years old and we still sit together on the
           back porch and reminisce. The old green lattice succumbed
           to dry rot and the porch has since been screened all
           around. When the porch was rebuilt, the contractor wanted
           to replace the walkway, but I knew you would not want the
           names of your first three grandchildren to be erased. I
           understand Grandfather wrote them in the wet cement when
           he put in the sidewalk, so I insisted that the namestone
           remain. Although the writing is now badly worn and
           somewhat less legible and all of those grandchildren have
           since joined the ranks of the saints triumphant like
           yourself, rest assured that the walkway is intact and
           almost as you left it.

                As we sit talking and enjoying the delights of the
           back porch (the honeysuckle on the bank smells marvelous
           after a rain) Uncle Danton's lilting laugh rings out
           above everyone else's. He still plays bridge three
           afternoons a week at the Senior Citizens Center and
           visits the sick at the VA Hospital every Thursday
           afternoon. He is the only veteran left in town from World
           War I. My own three sons love to hear him tell about you
           and Grandfather coming to this country to start a glass
           plant.

                The story we enjoy most is the one about Grandfather
           and his old cronies, Mr. Malfregeot and Mr. Rolland,
           making wine out of two tons of grapes in 1914. To think
           that that happened in the very basement that my son Mark
           and I scrubbed and washed clothes in yesterday. (We even
           looked in the old cistern hoping there might be a least
           one bottle left -- but no such luck.) Uncle Danton tells
           that the wholesale dealer knew of these three Frenchmen
           in North View who made their own table wine. (They had

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           brought their own wine press from France.) So when the
           wholesaler found that he had two tons of grapes that were
           getting beyond ripe, he propositioned Grandfather with
           the offer to sell them all for $30.00. Being the shrewd
           businessman that he undoubtedly was, Grandfather waited
           twenty-four hours and then offered the dealer $25.00, if
           he would deliver the grapes to his door. Grandfather
           stood firm on his offer and the Glen Elk dealer relented.
           I can envision the rickety horse-drawn cart pulling up in
           the alley behind the house, laden with succulent,
           super-ripe grapes. I can imagine the sweet, acidic aroma
           which must have permeated the neighborhood. I can almost
           hear the sounds of laughter as the three astute gentlemen
           contemplated their artful business acumen while pressing
           grapes in the basement. Later, perhaps, the sampling of
           their product added to their delight in having
           accomplished such a coup.

                I do so hope there is an afterlife so that I can
           meet and get to know you. Because, you see, even though I
           never got to know you, I love you dearly. Although I know
           only brief bits and pieces of your life story, it has
           been enough for me to realize why I feel about you as I
           do. It is that my love and appreciation of you come not
           only from who you were but especially from what you were.

                           .........................................
                           Olga S. Hardman is a writer and a retired
                music supervisor for the West Virginia school system

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                        Recreating Ourselves as Parents
                          - Our Hope for the Future -
                       .................................

                                                      by Edy Iversen

                As a parent, have you ever wondered why we struggle
           so desperately to love our children? Even when we are
           trying hard to be kind, patient and loving, why do we
           fail so many times?

                How many times have you pledged to yourself, "I will
           never treat my children the way I was treated," yet find
           yourself repeating the same actions your parents did?
           Actions such as being intolerant, hitting your kids, or
           yelling and screaming? Everyone wants to love their
           children unconditionally, yet so many times we get stuck
           and find it utterly impossible to do just that.

                Recently, when dealing impatiently with my eight
           year old son, I had a deep realization about the source

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           of my anger that stopped me right in my tracks. I
           realized that "something actually comes over me" that
           causes me to continue to do the same things that I hated
           as a child.

                I thought perhaps that "that something" might come
           from my "lineage" or past. It occurred to me that I was
           the culmination of my ancestors who probably acted in a
           similar way to the way I now find myself acting. They too
           might have been unable to control themselves. When I
           reflected about that idea, I made a determination right
           then and there that I was going to change myself so that
           such behavior would no longer continue in my family.

                At that very moment I asked God to help me to
           overcome my anger and frustration. I repented to my son
           in tears for my lack of love and patience, and I asked
           for his forgiveness. I also repented for my ancestors and
           their inability to love. I prayed that I could overcome
           this problem in my lifetime.

                I later got a book from my son's school called,
           "Understanding Your Eight Year Old". I also tried to find
           in my community a model of successful parents who could
           help me to deal with my son in a more productive way, and
           give me some good advice.

                I began to feel that if I had grown up with a mother
           and a father who had Christ's or Ghandi's quality of
           love, then it would be easier for me to exemplify
           parental love. Unfortunately, I didn't, and as a matter
           of fact, nobody did. I realized that I needed to seek out
           models of love that I could learn from and imitate. After
           all, I want to be the best parent I can possibly be, not
           a clone of the bad aspects of my own parents.

                In this age of terrible child abuse, it would be so
           powerful if we parents could spend time in
           self-reflection. By noticing damaging patterns that we
           might be repeating, we might be able to save our children
           from some of the pain that we experienced as children. It
           takes real humility to see things in ourselves that need
           changing, but our children can only benefit by such
           effort.

                It goes without saying that the world will be a
           better place if the individuals living in it improve
           themselves. Creating a loving and nurturing atmosphere in
           our home will affect our children in a way that can
           create a better society. My goal now is to make my home a
           place based on heart and love, rather than frustration
           and anger.
                         ...........................................
                         Edy Iversen is a mother, writer, and social
                             volunteer living in Palm Coast, Florida

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           The Movie Mom's Guide to Movies and Videos for Families
          .........................................................
                          Just selected as one of the
               *** Top 500 Film and Video Sites on the Web! ***

                      Visit The Movie Mom's Guide on the
                         World Wide Web at: (new URL)
                http://pages.prodigy.com/moviemom/moviemom.html

                                                       by Nell Minow

                Reviews for parents of the best of current films and
           old movies available on video and cable, by Nell Minow,
           author, film critic, and mother. Reviews will be updated
           each week with recommendations and replies to questions
           about movies on special topics, suitability of particular
           movies for children, and movie trivia -- try to stump me!
           I'd also love your suggestions for a new book on movies
           for families. The best kids' comments I receive will be
           published.

           RECOMMENDED
           ***********

           Muppet Treasure Island
           ----------------------

                The Robert Louis Stevenson classic of pirate
           treasure is presented with the Muppets' special blend of
           irreverent wit and impeccable production values. Human
           and Muppet actors blend as seamlessly as the combination
           of adventure and humor. Younger children may find it a
           bit hard to follow, because of the accents and the
           anachronistic asides thrown in to keep the grown-ups
           amused. There are some sword fights that will thrill some
           kids, but make others hide their eyes. Parents of younger
           kids should tell children something about the story
           before they see it. Parents of older kids may want to
           talk about some of the issues it raises. Why did Jim
           decide not to tell the others when Long John Silver stole
           the treasure? Who did the treasure really belong to?

           NOT BAD FOR THE YOUNGER SET:
           ****************************

                "Homeward Bound II" - Disney's sequel to the 1993
           remake of "The Incredible Journey," with two dogs and a
           cat trying to find their way home from San Francisco.

           NOT RECOMMENDED
           ***************

                "Ed" - You may be tempted to see this because the
           promos on television have your child begging that Matt

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           LeBlanc from "Friends" is so cute. Resist. Even if you
           could stand the stupidity, the inanity, and the
           scatological humor, you could never respect yourself for
           allowing the people behind this movie to think they can
           make money producing stuff like this.

                The same goes for "Down Periscope," with Kelsey
           Grammar -- flatulence humor and jokes about tattooed
           [private parts].

           NEW ON VIDEO
           ************

                "The Babysitter's Club" - Based on the best-selling
           series, this is a well-produced story of friendship,
           responsibility, and growing up. As the babysitters decide
           to run a summer camp, they each face challenges,
           including the reappearance of a long-absent father, and a
           crush on an older boy. Schyler Fisk (daughter of Sissy
           Spacek) is outstanding in a lead role.

                "The Swan Princess" - This animated fairy tale never
           got the audience it deserved, possibly because the title
           led some kids to think it was just for girls. But it is
           an exciting story, based on the classic ballet, with a
           heroine braver than "Pocahontas," more imaginative
           artwork, funnier animal sidekicks, better music, and lots
           more fun.

                "The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh" - The Milne
           classic (and its illustrations by Shepard) are lovingly
           brought to life by Disney. Pooh, Piglet, Tigger, Owl,
           Kanga, Roo, and Christopher Robin have many adventures
           indeed, including Pooh's impersonation of a little black
           raincloud.

                "Grizzly Mountain" - Two children go back in time to
           help mountain man Dan Haggerty and his Indian friends
           save their mountain from unscrupulous developers. This
           low-budget film doesn't have fancy special effects or
           Oscar-caliber acting, but it has twice the heart and
           three times the humor of the "Ace Ventura" rip-offs
           currently in theaters. Kids get a big kick out of the
           slapstick humor as the children use modern technology and
           old-fashioned boobytraps to outsmart the bad guys, and
           they will enjoy the gorgeous scenery and Haggerty's quiet
           friendship with the animals on the mountain.

                For my list of the best movies for families, see "A
           Practical Guide to Practically Everything", published by
           Random House.
                         ...........................................
                            Nell Minow writes the Movie Mom's Guide,
                                           on the World Wide Web at:
                     http://pages.prodigy.com/moviemom/moviemom.html

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                  Mother Linda's Irresistible Fudge Brownies
                 ............................................

                                                  by Linda Forristal

                Reserve your daily fat intake for these tantalizing,
           but quick-to-make brownies. They are so easy to make, I
           sometimes make them in the morning before going to work.
           I quickly mix them up on top of the stove, pop them in
           the oven, and then take my shower.

                     1 cup butter
                     6 oz. unsweetened chocolate
                     2 cups Sucanat
                     1 tsp. vanilla
                     4 eggs, large or extra large
                     1 1/4 cups spelt or
                     1 cup unbromated white flour
                     1 cup chopped walnuts

                Melt butter and chocolate in a heavy pan on low
           heat, being careful not to burn. When the butter and
           chocolate are melted, remove from the heat and add the
           Sucanat and vanilla directly to the chocolate mixture in
           the pan; stir well. Add the eggs and beat for about 30
           seconds with an electric mixer. Stir in the spelt or
           flour and walnuts; stir until the flour is completely
           incorporated.

                Pour the batter into a greased 9x13-inch baking dish
           and bake at 350 degrees for 25 minutes, or until the
           brownies begin to pull away from the side of the pan.
           Cool, cut, and serve.
                                   .................................
                                    Linda Forristal is the author of
                        "Ode to Sucanat: The First Sucanat Cookbook"

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                              - HeartQuestions -
                         Questions & Reflections about
                      Marriage, Parenting & Family Issues
                     -------------------------------------
                 (Note: This column has recently been expanded
               to include commentary, as well as readers' Q&A.)

                Maintaining an Atmosphere of Heart in Marriage
               ................................................

                                                   by Peter F. Brown

                Atmosphere, of course, is what we all breathe on a
           daily basis. When I moved to Los Angeles for a short

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           time, I experienced the uncomfortable results of
           automotive pollution. The atmosphere was thick and
           cloudy, and filled with questionable particles. As a
           result, it was difficult to breathe.

                I believe that there's an invisible atmosphere of
           love, or heart, between husband and wife that is as
           palpable as the physical atmosphere of oxygen. In an even
           broader sense, aren't all human beings sensitive to some
           degree to the emotional atmosphere that surrounds them?

                In a beautiful spring garden, each flower emits a
           pure stream of oxygen, replenishing the atmosphere of the
           garden. When we walk in such a garden, we feel soothed,
           and at peace. When a husband and wife love each other in
           a completely harmonious way, and have no ill feelings
           lurking in the corners, then at that moment, using the
           above metaphor, they are emitting a pure stream of love
           into the atmosphere of heart in their home, creating a
           feeling of peace and calmness in their "heartistic
           garden".

                Unfortunately, our hearts are turbulent and tend to
           waver in our ability to constantly create an atmosphere
           of heart in our homes. Husbands and wives usually love
           each other when they get married, but then, as the years
           go by, the love between them often decreases or becomes
           muddied by numerous wounds that they inflict on each
           other. We then see newspaper accounts of famous people
           divorcing each other after twenty, thirty or even fifty
           years of marriage. What happened to the atmosphere of
           heart between these couples?

                Unlike flowers, which automatically clean the fouled
           air from their gardens, we humans have to make a
           conscious effort to clean and maintain a beautiful
           atmosphere of heart and love. Regrettably, often not much
           attention is paid to this process in the married lives of
           couples.

                Much like a car that spews out a cloud of dirty
           exhaust, married couples may, at any time, act or speak
           in a way that creates a "cloud" of anger, resentment or
           hurt feelings. Often it's unintentional, for who begins
           their day with the goal of hurting their spouse?
           Nevertheless, clouds are created and the atmosphere of
           heart becomes leaden and cold.

                Starting from the beginning of a relationship, when
           perhaps there are no clouds between the couple, and their
           garden is pristine and sparkling, one can see that the
           pollution of a marriage is a gradual affair, over a long
           period of time. Cloud after cloud is created, but not
           brushed away -- not eliminated through a self-cleansing
           process.

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                I deeply feel that husbands and wives need to
           develop what I call "heartistic antennae", so that they
           can each sense every quiver and blip in the atmosphere of
           love between them. When the atmosphere becomes cold and
           tense in the slightest degree, both partners should feel
           that change of atmosphere and automatically go into
           "cleaning overdrive".

                How does one clean the atmosphere of heart in a
           marriage? Each infraction needs to be individually dealt
           with in order to completely remove the pain caused by
           that misdemeanor. How many times have you watched a movie
           where the couple gets in a fight, and then the man or
           woman just walks away, without resolving anything? This
           kind of behavior leads to the accumulation of baggage in
           a marriage, of heartistic blocks that soil the atmosphere
           between them. Often, baggage develops to such a degree
           that it is virtually impossible to sort out. The garden
           has become so overgrown that the couple just gives up.

                A good gardener will mercilessly eliminate all the
           weeds in the garden when they're still sprouts. Our
           gardens of heart are the same. When something happens to
           cause a misunderstanding or a fight, the couple should
           communicate their feelings to each other until they
           understand each other (no matter how many hours of
           communication it takes.) Then, based on their new
           understanding of each other's feelings, they each have
           the responsibility to approach the other and apologize
           with love and humility.

                Communication and apology centered on love does
           indeed work, but sometimes it takes a great deal of
           effort to truly find out what's wrong between the husband
           and wife. For the sake of the atmosphere of heart between
           them, it makes sense for the couple to commit themselves
           to resolve each problem immediately, before the day is
           out, and before their garden becomes hopelessly
           overwhelmed with brambles.

                After the cloud of hurt and anger is gone, the
           husband and wife have the ongoing task of consciously
           creating and expanding their heartistic garden by
           carefully caring for each other's hearts. At every
           opportunity, on a daily basis, the husband and wife can
           express love to each other in many different ways. Very
           much like physical flowers that create a garden's
           atmosphere by "breathing" oxygen, the husband and wife
           should both determine to "breathe" the atmosphere of pure
           love into their surroundings.

                Sometimes it becomes clear to the husband or wife
           that they don't really feel love for each other. Perhaps
           one partner loves the other, but the spouse doesn't
           respond very well. Although some couples have extreme

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           circumstances, such as physical abuse or infidelity, many
           husbands and wives are simply heartistically separated.
           What can a couple do to generate love between them when
           it has ceased to exist -- or perhaps never existed at
           all?

                One of the most beautiful characteristics of true
           unselfish love is that it is so life-giving to the person
           who receives it. If one partner in the marriage
           determines that he or she will endlessly give unselfish
           love to the other, without any limitation, under normal
           circumstances the spouse should eventually respond. It
           may take a long time, which places a very great burden on
           the partner that determines to initiate and create an
           atmosphere of love. That sacrifice is lessened by the joy
           that comes from loving others and the conviction that the
           atmosphere of heart will indeed be created over time.

                Creating the atmosphere of heart requires utter
           sincerity between husband and wife. Many couples make a
           habit of speaking to each other with sarcasm, or joke
           about each other in a denigrating way. Real love and
           heart can only flourish when a profound trust exists
           between the couple, because the atmosphere of heart
           requires that the hearts of both become, and remain,
           completely open to each other. In the atmosphere of heart
           between husband and wife there are no blocks, no baggage
           and no secrets.
            ........................................................
                           Peter F. Brown is the author of the book,
                           "Striving for Parental Love" and lives in
                      Virginia Beach, VA with his wife Kim and their
                   four children, Tymon, Thea Grace, Ranin and Tadin

                   HeartQuestions is published as a weekly column on
                                   The HeartThread Resource Page at:
                                            "http://futurerealm.com"

                                    Send your questions by email to:
                                        "peterbrown@futurerealm.com"
                                              or by regular mail to:
                                                      HeartQuestions
                      P.O. Box 4131, Virginia Beach, VA  23454 / USA

                               * * * * * * * *


                                   Overheard
                                  ...........

                                                 by Kim Korman Brown

                I was in my bedroom folding laundry when I overheard
           this conversation between my daughter Gracie, 6, and my
           three sons, Tymon, 8, Ranin, 4, and Tadin, 2.

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           Ranin:  "When I grow up I want to marry you."

           Gracie: "You can't marry me, boys don't marry their
                   sisters."

           Ranin:  "But I want to marry you."

           Gracie: "No, if you marry your sister then your kids
                   become weird."

           Ranin:  "No they don't."

           Tymon:  "Yes they do. Both their eyes will be on the
                   same side."

           Ranin:  "No they won't."

           Tymon:  "Yes they will. Their mouth too. Everything
                   will be on one side. Like Charlotte Pickles.
                   Daddy said."

                   (Lion King Music playing in background.)

           Ranin:  "Oh I love the way that boy sings."

           Tadin:  "Heh eh dee wah! Heh eh weo!"

           Tymon:  "That's not a boy, it's Elton John."

           Ranin:  "Yes it is too a boy."

           Tymon:  "No, he's not a boy he's an old man."

           Ranin:  "He's a boy."

           Tymon:  "He is not, he's an old man, I saw his
                   picture."

           Gracie: "He is not an old man, he's just a man."

           Tymon:  "Dad's a man. An old man says, how you doin'
                   sonny?"

           Ranin:  "Yeah, Dad's a man. And I'm a boy and you're
                   a boy and he's a boy and she's a girl."

           Gracie: "Yeah."

           Tymon:  "Us boys are male and you're a female."

           Gracie: "We are not. Animals are male and female."

           Tymon:  "People are animals too.People are male and
                   female. Dad's a male and he's a male and he's a


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                   male and I'm a male and you're a female. And
                   mom's a female."

           Gracie: "I'm a girl and Mom's a lady and Dad's a man
                   and you are boys."

           Tymon:  "We're also male and female."

           Gracie: "Why do we say male and female?"

           Tymon:  "I don't know."

           Ranin:  "Is George Washington alive?"

           Tadin:  "Dee WAH!"

           Tymon:  "No."

           Ranin:  "Is Abraham Lincoln alive?"

           Tymon:  "No."

           Ranin:  "Is George Bush alive?"

           Tymon:  "Yes."

           Ranin:  "Is he president?"

           Tymon:  "No, Bill Clinton is President."

           Ranin:  "Bill? Bill Spell?" (our landlord)

           Tymon:  "No, Bill Clinton. Mom, why did Bill
                   Watterson stop making Calvin and Hobbes?"

           Mom:    (from the next room): "I guess he didn't want
                   it to become boring."

           Tadin:  "Hey Mama."

           Mom:    "Hey Tay Tay."

           Tadin:  "Hey Mama."

           Mom:    "Hey Tay Tay."

           Tadin:  "Hey Mama."

           Mom:    "Hey Tay Tay."

           Tymon:  "I wish he didn't stop making it. I miss it.
                   Do you think he would let me start drawing it?"

           Mom:    (from the next room): "I don't think so."


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           Ranin:  "Come on Gracie, let's play. You be Nala and
                   I'll be Simba. I want to sing the Simba song."

           Gracie: "Oh I just can't wait to be king!"

           Ranin:  "Not that one, my Simba song. It goes Simba
                   Simba Simba Simba. Simba Simba Simba Simba." (To
                   the tune of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.)

           Tymon:  "Let's watch Jungle Book."

           Ranin:  "Was Mowgli a teenager?"

           Tymon:  "No he was a kid."

           Ranin:  "But was he a teenager?"

           Tymon:  "Some of the time."

           Ranin:  "Is Robin a teenager?"

           Tymon:  "I think so."

           Ranin:  "Are the Power Rangers teenagers?"

           Tymon:  "Yes."

           Gracie: "In the "Polar Bear King" were the princesses
                   teenagers?"

           Tymon:  "Yes."

           Ranin:  "The princesses' dad was a King. But the
                   polar bear guy was a prince."

           Tymon:  "No, the dad was the king of the north and
                   the polar bear guy was the king of the south."

           Ranin:  "No he was a teenager, he was a prince."

           Tymon:  "No he wasn't, he was a teenager king."

           Ranin:  "Teenagers aren't kings, they're princes."

           Tymon:  "He was a king."

           Ranin:  "He was a prince."

           Tymon:  "He was a king."

           Ranin:  "He was a prince."

           Tymon:  "He was a king."

           Ranin:  "He was a prince."

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           Tymon:  Pow. "Aaahhhhh, Ranin punched me."

           Ranin:  Pow. "Aaahhhhh, Tymon punched me."

           Mom:    "Hey you guys, say sorry to each other. No
                   fighting!"

           Tymon:  "Sorry."

           Ranin:  "Sorry."

           Tymon:  "King."

           Ranin:  "Prince."

           Tymon:  "King."

           Ranin:  "Prince."

           Tymon:  "Mom!"

           Tadin:  "HEY MAMA!"
                            ........................................
                             Kim Korman Brown is a writer and a Mom,
                                  living in Virginia Beach, Virginia

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                        The HeartThread Resource Guide
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               ...............................................

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           "Ode to Sucanat: The First Sucanat Cookbook"
           by Linda Forristal
           ............................................
                Order your copy today by sending a check or money
           order for $6.50 to:

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           WeeBodies
           .........

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           send your mailing address to tgs@netshop.net
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           Custom Birth Announcements,
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           ......................................

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           "Over The Shoulder Baby Holder"
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           Parent's Pal Products
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                Parent's Pal offers high quality products to
           families at affordable prices. (see next page)

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           Parent's Pal
           Over the Shoulder Baby Holder (OSBH)
           ....................................

                We are an excellent source for the Over the Shoulder
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           The Kidsling
           ............

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           Fit For 2 Step Aerobic Workout For Pregnancy Video
           ..................................................

                The video is a variable-intensity, high-energy
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           exercise specialist Lisa Stone, that includes a
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                The cost of the video is $19.95 + $3.00 shipping.

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           "Sex and Love:
           Teaching Our Children in the Age of AIDS"
           by Richard Panzer
           .........................................

                A 60 page booklet which discusses different
           approaches to AIDS and sex education in the U.S., their
           underlying assumptions and track records. Essential
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                $6.95 plus $2 shipping and handling
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           Also Available:

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           "Striving for Parental Love -
           A Practical Guide on Giving Parental Love to Children"
           by Peter F. Brown
           .................
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           this easy to read book highlights the "heart" of
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                Send US Bank Check or Money Order to:
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           "Striving for Parental Love Seminars"
           .....................................

                Three hour seminars based upon the book of the same
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                Seminars are given by Peter F. Brown, the author of
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                For more information, call FutureRealm Productions
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