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     Vol. 1, No. 2                                      February 15, 1996


       "To promote and encourage the 'thread' of unselfish heart and love
        that invisibly connects husbands and wives, parents and children,
                                               and brothers and sisters."
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           From the Editor
           ...............

                As I wipe my brow and prepare to email this second
           issue to all of you, our dearly beloved readers, I'm
           feeling quite inspired that Issue #2 is finally out the
           door. The second issue of anything always seems to be a
           hurdle. I love challenges, though, and I offer my
           gratitude to all of our writers, and to our many new
           subscribers that have signed on over the past month.

                The HeartThread Journal, or "HTJ" (as I've begun to
           call it) promises to be rather eclectic in its articles.
           The core theme of "heart" will make HTJ unique. Some of
           our articles or columns will come from scholars, but many
           will be written by moms or dads or couples fighting it
           out in the trenches.

                To balance "heart" with practicality, we'll include
           articles about external needs, such as this issue's
           article on Babysitting Co-ops. (Followed by something
           even more practical -- a recipe for very yummy carrot
           cake.)

                The bottom line mission of HTJ will be to search for
           ways to build marriages and families of true love, and to
           support that effort in any way we can. If you've got an
           article, story, testimony, or commentary that you want to
           share, email me at "peterbrown@futurerealm.com".

                                               Peter F. Brown
                                               Editor & Publisher







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                               TABLE OF CONTENTS



           * From the Editor, Peter F. Brown ......................1


           * Do Children Need Music? by Olga S. Hardman ...........5


           * Growing Together in Your First Year of Marriage,
             by Wendy Vidlak ......................................8


           * Babysitting Co-Ops, by Greta Ward ...................10


           * Mother Linda's Carrot Cake ..........................13


           * To Work or Not to Work, by C.J. Spalding ............14


           * Parental Love is Eternal, by Peter F. Brown .........16


           * The Movie Mom's Guide to Movies
             and Videos for Families, by Nell Minow ..............19
             (Review of Mr. Holland's Opus)


           * HeartQuestions, Q&A about Marriage, Parenting
             & Family Issues, by Peter F. Brown ..................21
             [Helping Your Child Overcome Shyness;
             Children and Dating]


           * Ranin and the Red Thumb (a true story),
             by Kim Korman Brown .................................23


           * The HeartThread Resource Guide,
             Resources for Couples, Parents & Families ...........25









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                            Do Children Need Music?
                           .........................

                                                  by Olga S. Hardman

                Do children need music? They certainly do! Can you
           imagine life without "Happy Birthday", "America",
           "Amazing Grace" or Beethoven's "Symphony #5"? What would
           a wedding be without the wedding march and the love
           songs, or a funeral without songs of consolation for the
           bereaved?

                Music is all around us. It is an art form that
           accompanies all the important events of human life.
           Research studies have been done which indicate that soft
           music piped into the delivery room can even make the
           birth process less traumatic for both mother and child.

                It would seem that anything so important to human
           life would be considered essential to the curricula in
           all schools. Unfortunately, such is not the case.

                In some areas of the country, music has almost been
           legislated out of the school curriculum. It is one of the
           first subjects to be eliminated when public funds for
           education are scarce. This situation will not change
           unless the American public comes to value music, not only
           as an aesthetic art form, but also as a medium for
           developing children to their full potential.

                Music is one of the few subjects that affects each
           of the ten basic functions of man - intellectual, moral,
           spiritual, social, economic, political, physical,
           domestic, aesthetic, and recreational. (see footnote)
           Music educators have always believed that music is a
           necessary part of the school curriculum because it
           contributes to human development in so many important
           ways. Let's look at some of the ways music study enhances
           child development.

                The study of music helps to develop the intellect.
           The practice necessary for developing music skills
           requires repeated mental activity and demands
           coordination of mind and body. This pleasant engagement
           of mind and body in worthwhile endeavor also improves the
           sensory and motor perceptions of the individual.

                Pleasurable music experiences tend to engage
           students in constructive ways that encourage their
           physical and mental well-being. Such intense involvement
           almost prohibits the intrusion of outside forces. This
           pre-occupied state is established either in creating or
           re-creating music. In either situation, it serves to give
           the creator a feeling of self-satisfaction or

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           self-fulfillment. A well designed program of music
           education directs students' energies in such a way as to
           give them direction and opportunity for commendable
           ethical achievement. From these students, then, who have
           self-satisfaction and self-esteem, we can expect
           exemplary social behavior.

                With rare exception, human beings are born with a
           built-in musical instrument, i.e., the voice, which is
           man's instinctive mode of communication. There are times
           when people feel so intensely happy, sad, forlorn, or
           simply overwhelmed with pleasure or grief that they
           either shout for joy or wail in agony. It would be a
           gross waste of natural resources not to develop the use
           of this most beautiful of all musical instruments through
           a comprehensive music education program for all students.

                Many studies have shown that the study of music
           (singing, in particular) improves speech, reading, and
           the use of language. Because the language of music is
           orderly, participation in music making helps to instill
           an orderly thought process, which is necessary to the
           production of good language. Since the flow of the
           melodic line, as well as the rhythmic patterns and
           dynamics, are written to compliment the text of a song,
           the act of singing helps to convey the meaning of the
           words. Hence, it can be said that through the study of
           vocal music, a comprehensive vocabulary can be increased.

                Rhythm, a fundamental element of music, is basic to
           all the functions of our bodies and those of the
           universe, as well. Hearts beat, lungs breathe, the sun
           and moon rise and set, waters ripple and flow, and all of
           these phenomena occur in precise rhythmic patterns. To be
           exposed to music study on a regular basis tends to help
           students become aware of and attuned to their own body
           rhythms and those of the universe.

                The practice of reading music serves to improve the
           peripheral vision because the eye is forced to encompass
           a larger span of the page than it does in reading the
           text only. It serves, also, to increase reading speed
           because the eye is forced to move ahead so as not to
           distort the rhythmic flow of the music. With continual
           practice in reading music, the speed of reading words
           almost always increases.

                An aesthetic musical experience is an excellent
           emotional catharsis. Either to produce music by singing
           or playing an instrument, alone or with others, or to
           consume music by listening to it, is an excellent way to
           relieve tension or to "let off steam." It is also a
           socially acceptable way to accomplish these ends. Since
           our mental hospitals and jails are currently filled with
           people who apparently have been unable to ventilate their

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           emotions in socially acceptable ways, it appears that
           music is a socially valuable subject to have in every
           school curriculum.

                Although most students will not pursue a career in
           music, there are many productive careers available in the
           field. Most of these, however, require a degree of skill
           that can only be achieved with many years of practice.
           This demands that students be introduced early to the
           discipline of music study. If this does not occur in the
           elementary schools of this country, numerous talented
           students will find it too late to start preparation for a
           music career later in life.

                Recreation is another function of participation in
           music activities. Through music, one becomes relaxed and
           refreshed - literally, created anew. More importantly,
           music enables one to re-create. Alone of the non-verbal
           arts, through participation, music gives students a
           chance to co-operate, to co-create masterworks together
           with the genius who created them in the first place. In
           no other art form is the very being of the student so
           necessary - to collaborate, to re-create. Our present
           society, being especially conditioned by leisure,
           particularly demands greater emphasis on re-creation and
           recreation.

                If the aesthetic function of music is one of the
           common denominators of all people, then it is clear that
           aesthetic education is a requirement for the total
           development of all students. With Plato, we might say
           that we must make it our goal to help all students to
           love the good and beautiful and to hate what is bad and
           ugly.

                Over the past several years much research has been
           done in the field of gerontology. The consensus of
           opinion among these researchers is that people must be
           prepared in their youth for a healthy, happy, and useful
           old age. If these valuable skills, which can be acquired
           through the study of music, are not learned by the
           students in our schools, they are not likely to be
           acquired later in life.

                Surely, when parents see the advantages of a good
           music education program, they will demand such programs
           for their children. The economic condition of the school
           system must not determine whether or not music is
           included in the curriculum. The truly impoverished are
           those students who have been denied the study of music in
           their schools.    [Footnote: Music Education in Action,
           Edited by Archie N. Jones, Allyn and Bacon, Inc., 1960]
                           .........................................
                           Olga S. Hardman is a writer and a retired
                music supervisor for the West Virginia school system

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                Growing Together in Your First Year of Marriage
               .................................................
                                                     by Wendy Vidlak

                The first year of marriage for many couples is one
           of radical change. A new sense of independence and
           interdependence is developed. Giving up the old single
           lifestyle where you could come and go as you pleased is
           replaced by the balancing of the couple's plans versus
           going out alone with friends. Then such serious issues
           arise as "who left the toilet seat up", and "whose turn
           is it to do the laundry?"

                How does a married couple work out such differences
           in a positive way without giving up the unique
           independent spirit that makes them individuals? Can a
           couple cope with seemingly continuous disagreements on
           "simple" domestic issues? Is it realistic to expect pet
           peeves to be overcome and compromise found?

                In the book "Marriage and Family Experience" authors
           DeVault and Strong discuss ways to avoid intimacy in a
           marriage. These ten items limit any discussion of the
           conflict at hand or the changes the married individuals
           are experiencing:

                     * Don't talk
                     * Never show your feelings
                     * Always be pleasant
                     * Always win
                     * Always keep busy
                     * Always be right
                     * Never argue
                     * Make your partner guess what you want
                     * Always look out for number one
                     * Keep the television on

                This is far from a complete list, but it does
           demonstrate some interesting points. I came into my
           marriage believing that it was the wife's duty to be
           pleasant and not to argue. So instead of confronting
           problems, I would shove them under the rug. Little things
           such as the "right" way to do the laundry, and who left
           the toilet paper roll empty slowly began to build up. I
           became angrier and angrier.

                Since I did not want to argue, I avoided the
           subjects and allowed them to fester. I simply waited,
           hoping my husband would understand the subtle hints I was
           leaving. It kept gathering steam until one day I threw a
           roll of quarters at him for sorting the laundry
           incorrectly, followed by a tirade of everything negative
           he had done in the relationship. My husband did not see
           it coming.

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                Since then, we have worked hard at finding better
           solutions to easing strain in our marriage. After reading
           many good marriage books, and some soul searching, I
           would like to share some of the solutions that have
           worked for us.

                The first solution I would like to mention is the
           value of taking time to cool down before discussing a hot
           issue. I know that when I get angry I no longer try to
           work things out, but tend to hurt my spouse. Anger in
           itself is not bad, but some of its possible effects are.
           When my husband has just taken my last nerve and rubbed
           it raw I now know to leave for a few minutes. I've found
           that taking a walk or even just getting out of the same
           room helps calm me down so that I am more reasonable when
           we do work out the issue. This doesn't mean that we never
           shout. Yelling is a normal part of anger and helps
           release the stress of the moment. If someone keeps their
           anger bottled up inside it is going to explode at a later
           unpredictable time.

                This leads to the second solution, that of sticking
           to the issue at hand, rather than all the issues of the
           entire relationship. It is really easy to bring up every
           past indiscretion. This is simply not productive. Finding
           compromise amidst all the trash on the table is much more
           difficult than discovering a happy medium on one issue.
           I've found that it is also important not to attack one's
           spouse. Compromise is rarely found when one or both
           people are on the defensive.

                Lastly, a couple must try to find a compromise when
           a resolution seems unreachable. This is perhaps the
           hardest of any of the solutions. Looking for an agreement
           on an issue when my husband and I are at complete odds is
           a real challenge. It involves both of us giving in --
           sometimes a little, sometimes a lot, to the other's
           beliefs. At times I am unwilling to give in, since it
           seems to be a threat to my independence. I just have to
           realize that he will be giving up some of his
           independence in return.

                This give and take is positive in a marriage as long
           as it does not involve only one person doing all the
           giving. Some issues are impossible to work out on your
           own. For these I would highly recommend a good counselor
           or minister, whichever the couple feels comfortable with.

                The essence of these solutions is to look at the
           other person as one that you chose to be with, and care
           for. To not back down from your belief's, but share them
           through open communication, making compromise and
           resolution a little easier.
                                   .................................
                                   Wendy Vidlak lives in Norwood, MA

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                              Babysitting Co-ops
                             ....................

                                                       by Greta Ward

                Just as I was about to totally lose it with my kids
           I read a blurb in the "Happenings" section of my local
           paper. "Baby-sitting Co-op forming. Meeting Tuesday at
           10am, call Rosemary Chansky for more information."

                With saucepan in one hand, wooden spoon in the
           other, I hurdled over my infant son Daniel who was
           happily sprawled among my RevereWare pots sucking
           contentedly on one of the handles while Joey paraded
           through the living room - grabbed the phone and dialed in
           mid-air.

                It took her three rings, but when she answered
           Rosemary was calm and organized. I've never known her to
           be anything else. Not even in the midst of her son
           Kevin's projectile vomiting.

                At first, a lot of us joined the co-op just to go to
           the meetings one Wednesday night every other month. We
           had good intentions of actually dating our husbands again
           and getting reacquainted with the adult world, but the
           reality of leaving our kids for an evening with someone
           else was just too much to swallow. We worried that we'd
           spend an entire dinner staring toward the kitchen,
           imagining that we heard the phone ringing -- signaling
           some dire emergency on the home front. Danny tumbling
           down the basement stairs in his walker. Joey sticking a
           screwdriver in the light socket to "fix it."

                After a few meetings though, we began to get to know
           each other and trust each other. Maybe we also became
           more desperate for a night out, but a few of us began,
           tentatively at first, to use the co-op. And something
           magical happened. We discovered that not only were we
           calmer, nicer people after a break from the kids, but
           that the other families in the co-op, the people sitting
           for us, were really nice!

                "I never could have left Zachary and Ryan (ages 6
           months and 2 years) with a teenager for the evening,"
           says Robin Pollack, a co-op mom. "Its just so hard.
           Finding the co-op gave me confidence. Knowing your kids
           are with another mom is comforting. Somehow you feel like
           the mom will know what to do if your baby cries, but a
           teenager might not."

                This co-op has been together for 4 years now and it
           works so well, that everyone's comfortable with each
           other's kids. The premise is simple and the bylaws aren't

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           complicated. The bylaws are necessary just in case
           there's any dissention in the ranks, but so far there
           haven't been any insurmountable problems. We've found
           that 15 families is an optimal working number and the
           secretarial duties rotate alphabetically every other
           month.

                Here's how it works: if I need a sitter for Saturday
           night I call the secretary and let her know the hours I
           need someone for. She then looks down the list to see who
           is the most "in-debt" or owes the most hours, and calls
           that person. She goes on down the list from most in-debt
           to least in-debt until someone accepts the sit. That
           person then calls me and lets me know they'll be my
           sitter. Any details are worked out then (dinner, special
           considerations, etc.). That's it in a nutshell. The
           bylaws outline how hours are earned and debited for each sit.

                Basically, for the first child each hour counts as
           an hour. Each additional child after that adds on another
           half hour. So a sit for two children which lasts 3 hours
           would be a credit of 4.5 hours for the sitter and a debit
           of 4.5 hours for the gadder (or person going out). A few
           minor points which can affect hours are meal times (these
           add another quarter hour to the total sit) and weekends
           when each hour counts as two regardless of the number of
           children.

                Most co-ops operate from a set of fairly common
           bylaws, but these are never set in stone. The meetings
           are held, in part, to discuss any amendments of additions
           which need to be made to the bylaws. We find it's also a
           good time to get input from other parents on general
           child-rearing concerns as well. Everything from biting
           siblings to grumpy kids who won't go to bed has been
           discussed.

                "We've had to add a few things to the bylaws, and
           change a few," says Chansky. "The biggest addition we
           made was to elect someone as a moderator so that co-op
           members would have a device for dealing with disputes. Of
           course," she smiles, "since we put that in the bylaws no
           one has called me to moderate anything."

                If there is a dispute between two members the first
           step is for those involved to try to work it out between
           themselves. At this point they should inform, but not
           involve the mediator. If a second complaint is registered
           against the same person the mediator then speaks to them.
           The report of a third incidence results in the problem
           being brought before the entire co-op membership and a
           vote of dismissal is taken.

                This has never been made a real issue. "Part of the
           beauty of a co-op," says Wendy Pechacek, mother of two,

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           "is that everyone works together and we all get along.
           We've become friends over the years and many of us get
           together outside the co-op for trips to the playground
           and zoo."

                Co-ops, which are popping up all over (a second one
           is starting in Wakefield because the waiting list for the
           first has gotten so long) are a cheap alternative to
           traditional babysitting, but are even more important
           because they provide a sense of security. At least for
           those of us with very young children, it is somehow more
           comforting to leave our kids with another parent. I've
           found that the co-op was also a great springboard into
           the world of teenage babysitters as my kids got a bit
           older.

                This is an idea whose time has come. Most families
           can't depend on in-laws anymore for an occasional evening
           of babysitting (my inlaws are on the opposite coast) and
           in a very broad sense, the co-op becomes a surrogate for
           the extended families of a generation ago. They aren't
           meant to serve as day-care replacements, but they sure
           are a great alternative to the nail-biting tension of
           leaving your precious little ones with strangers.

                     Steps Needed to Start Your Own Co-Op
                    ......................................

                1. Set up some basic bylaws.

                2. Put an ad in the "Around Town" or "Happenings"
           section of your local paper announcing a start-up meeting
           of a babysitting co-op. Ask that people call you to let
           you know they're coming. Limit attendance to about 15
           families. More than that gets burdensome.

                3. Get a loose-leaf binder and some graph paper for
           keeping records of the sits.

                4. Make up a medical form which gives permission to
           the sitter to have the child treated in a medical
           emergency.

                5. Collect membership dues of $5.00 from each family
           at the first meeting to cover incidental costs (paper and
           stamps to send out bi-monthly updates of hours to each
           member). We always have enough left over from dues for an
           annual picnic at someone's home.

                6. Make up a member list. This should include: name,
           telephone number, address, husband's work number (and
           wife's if appropriate), children's names and birth dates,
           ages (in years and months), doctor, telephone number, and
           allergies. Each member should keep this list handy.
           Mine's posted next to the phone. It is very convenient to

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           have the information about the children's ages right at
           your fingertips - especially in the beginning before
           everyone is familiar with each other's families.

                7. Hold meetings every other month at the current
           secretary's house. At these meetings you can discuss any
           issues which have come up, socialize, and pass the record
           book along to the next secretary. The Wakefield Co-op
           holds its meetings on Wednesday nights at 7:30 (no kids
           allowed except the secretary's) and dessert has become a
           tradition.

                (A sample copy of bylaws can be obtained by sending
           a business size self-addressed stamped envelope to
           Babysitting Co-op Bylaws, 15 Willard Road, Wakefield, MA
           01880)

                                   .................................
                                   Greta Ward lives in Wakefield, MA

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                          Mother Linda's Carrot Cake
                         ............................

                                                  by Linda Forristal

                Here's a fast and fantastic family recipe from
           Mother Linda. It is made with Sucanat (SUgar CAne
           NATural), which is dehydrated cane juice made from
           fresh-cut, organically grown sugarcane. Look for it in
           any health food store.

           Mother Linda's Carrot Cake
           --------------------------

                This has become my family's standard birthday cake,
           as well as cupcakes for school events. I use only the
           best ingredients for this recipe -- organic carrots,
           unbromated white flour, and a good, low-saturated oil.
           You can also use whole wheat flour or spelt, another
           alternative grain. While the cake will not rise as much,
           it still tastes great.

                     - 4 eggs
                     - 2 cups Sucanat
                     - 1 1/4 cups oil
                     - 2 cups flour of choice
                     - 1 tsp. salt
                     - 2 tsp. cinnamon
                     - 2 tsp. soda
                     - 3 cups grated carrots

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                Combine all ingredients. Pour into a greased 9 x 13
           inch cake pan. Bake at 350 degrees for about 40 minutes
           or until cake springs back. Cool well before icing.

           Mother Linda's Icing
           --------------------

                Why spoil a great cake with a sugar-laden frosting?
           This frosting comes out a beautiful creamy brown color
           and tastes great. No sugar shock!

                     - 8 oz. cream cheese, softened
                     - 1/4 cup butter, softened
                     - 1/2 to 1 cup Sucanat
                     - 1 tsp. vanilla

                Cream together the cream cheese and butter; add
           vanilla. Slowly add Sucanat until you reach the sweetness
           desired.

                                   .................................
                                    Linda Forristal is the author of
                       "Ode to Sucanat: The First Sucanat Cookbook",
                                       and lives in Bladensburg, MD.
                                    Check the "Resource Guide" below
                              to find out how to order her cookbook.

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                            To Work or Not to Work
                           ........................

                                                    by C.J. Spalding

                As a new parent, I find my attention drawn
           immediately to headlines that include the words "child",
           "infant", or "daycare". So, when I opened the local paper
           recently to the editorials, the words "Daycare Dilemma"
           jumped out at me. Below it were two separate columns.

                The first, written by a housewife with two children,
           extolled the virtues of being a stay-at-home mother, and
           harshly criticized women who, in her words, "leave the
           child rearing completely in the hands of perfect
           strangers so that they can have their fur coats and
           annual dream vacations."

                The second letter was written by a young advertising
           executive, also with two children. Her article dwelt on
           the fact that she was, again in her own words, "a
           contributing member of the family" rather than "a lazy
           housewife with little or no ambition who prefers to do

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           nothing with her life but sit around watching soap operas
           all day until her husband comes home with his paycheck."

                Now wait just a minute here. Am I really seeing this
           right? How can two people be so far apart on one issue?
           Do they actually believe what they're saying about each
           other? And why do they feel they have to justify their
           positions in the first place?

                But this is reality. Women, and to a lesser extent
           men, are strictly divided on this, and are often
           extremely critical of those holding the opposing belief.
           This criticism is often just as blunt as in the two
           editorials I've mentioned. However, these two letters
           show how many misconceptions each side has.

                The first letter states some of these misconceptions
           very clearly in one sentence. Does this woman really
           think that the daycare worker, nanny, or babysitter is
           doing ALL of the child rearing? What about evenings?
           Weekends? Holidays? Most parents are almost fanatical in
           the lengths they will go through to ensure that the
           person or people they choose to care for their child is
           the best possible choice.

                Her comment about the fur coats and dream vacations,
           though, is the one sure to get working parents up in
           arms. The mothers who are working for those reasons are
           few and far between. In many cases, both parents have to
           work just to put food on the table, whether it is because
           one doesn't have the skills necessary for a high enough
           paying job, their debts are too high, or the cost of
           living in their part of the country demands it.

                By the same token, the second letter is also strewn
           with false impressions. This woman calls herself "a
           contributing member of the family." Has our society
           become so materialistic that only those making a monetary
           contribution are considered to be of value? Most of the
           stay-at-home moms I know are far from the lazy housewife
           stereotype. Most of them don't even have the time to
           watch soap operas. No, they are much too busy providing a
           stimulating environment in which their children can
           learn, preparing nutritious home-cooked meals for their
           families, and shopping for the necessities which they
           still must provide -- even on a tight budget.

                I myself am a working mother, but only due to
           financial necessity. Nevertheless, I have had to put up
           with endless abuse (and that's not too strong a term to
           use.) One example comes to mind of a co-worker who asked
           if I was planning to take a year or two off when my child
           was born. When I answered that I would be back at work
           after only four months of maternity leave, he bluntly


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           stated "So you're not going to be a real mother to your
           kid then."

                Others have asked if I did not appreciate my own
           mother staying at home with me when I was a child. Well,
           yes, I most certainly did, but I cannot really say I
           preferred that, having never had the experience of having
           a working mother. On the other hand, my husband did have
           that experience. He grew up being cared for in daycare
           centers and by babysitters right from day one. Surprise,
           surprise, he's not a homicidal maniac. And I'm not an
           antisocial, withdrawn misfit. That part of our
           upbringing didn't seem to dictate our social and mental
           growth. What really counted was that we were shown lots
           of love.

                And that's what really counts today. Love. Whether
           one's mother stays home and sacrifices the extra income
           and possible social stature, or whether one's mother goes
           to work, maybe feeling a bit guilty but perhaps feeling
           as if she personally is a better mother that way, or
           whether dad is the one to stay home with the kids, their
           well-being is really dependant on the love shown them. We
           should all be able to make the choices we must without
           having to defend them, and without feeling as if we are
           not good parents or good people because of what we've
           chosen.

                Praise the working mothers. And praise those who
           stay at home. For we all love our children with all our
           hearts. And that's all that really matters, isn't it?
                                             .......................
                                             Cathy Spalding lives in
                                  Sorrento, British Columbia, Canada

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                           Parental Love is Eternal
                          ..........................

                                                   by Peter F. Brown

                            Excerpted from the book
                          "Striving for Parental Love
           - A Practical Guide on Giving Parental Love to Children"
           --------------------------------------------------------

              "The great tragedy of life is not that men perish, but
                                           that they cease to love."
                                                    Somerset Maugham

               "Mother is the name for God in the lips and hearts of
                                                          children."
                                                William M. Thackeray

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                      "It is impossible that anything so natural, so
              necessary, and so universal as death, should ever have
                 been designed by Providence as an evil to mankind."
                                                      Jonathan Swift

                                 . . . . . . .

                How long should parental love last? After we have
           poured out our heart to our children, for ten, twenty, or
           thirty years, should we grow cool in our feelings toward
           them?

                It is simple to answer that by asking ourselves if,
           at the height of our new love for our children, when they
           are young, we would like to love them forever. Of course
           the answer is "yes". It is rather like couples when they
           enter into marriage. It would be quite odd if two people
           said to each other, on the way to the altar, "Now,
           Rudolph, now Matilda, remember -- this is only for a
           month. After that we won't love each other at all."

                We don't plan to "fall out of love" with our spouse,
           and we don't plan to become estranged from our children.
           Rather, our fervent hope is that our love will become
           more and more burning, more and more passionate and
           unselfish.

                Imagine that we have poured out our hearts to our
           children; teaching, serving, hugging, loving, for many
           years. Imagine that we have never subjected the children
           to even a single moment of ill-temper. Imagine that we
           have loved our children with a standard of unselfish love
           that surpassed all the saints and good people of history.
           We have expressed our love fully and completely. Our
           heart toward each of the children is totally committed
           and pure, with no feeling of anger or resentment.

                Imagine that our children have responded with a
           beautiful heart of love. They love us profoundly, to the
           point where we and our children almost think alike. They
           understand our hearts completely, and we experience a
           vibration of heart between us that resonates with joy.

                Would we want our relationship of heart with our
           children to continue from that point on, forever and
           ever?

                We want to be together with our children for
           eternity! How do we know that this is true? Ask anyone
           whose child has died. If the parents don't want to stay
           with their children, then why do the parents grieve?

                This doesn't mean that the parents and children
           would necessarily want to live in the same house.
           (Although, then again, they might.) What it does mean is

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           that the bond of heart and love would be so strong that
           the parents and children would truly feel joy to see each
           other. In that sense, they would feel joy to simply "be
           together".

                This one fact may be the best evidence that God has
           created an after-life for us to live in. It is the nature
           of parents that they want to live for eternity with their
           children. It is not logical that God would create us to
           be His children of unselfish love, invest Himself in the
           creation, care for us throughout our lives, and then
           simply have us "disappear" at the age of eighty-eight,
           gone for good. Erased from existence.

                Instead, it is much more "heartistically logical"
           that He would create a realm where we could freely relate
           to each other, our children, and to God. That realm has
           been called by many names by many different religions.
           Perhaps the simplest way to describe it would be the
           "spiritual world". People of all denominations are
           becoming intensely interested in the topic of
           life-after-death. Hence movies such as Ghost, with
           Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore, are very popular.

                One might ask what place a discussion of the
           after-life has in a book about parental love. Good
           question!

                Public opinion surveys have shown that the majority
           of Americans believe in life after death -- in some form.
           I am not in any way attempting to express or discuss
           denominational beliefs. There are many opinions about the
           exact attributes of life after death. I am, on the other
           hand, trying to highlight the logic that love was created
           to be eternal.

                Even though life after death is still an unknown
           realm, isn't it true that our vision about parental love
           is affected by the knowledge that the spiritual world
           exists? After a lifetime of loving our children, we have
           at least the glimmer of a hope that we will see them
           again, and love them again, after we physically die.

                This has a tremendous impact on our hearts. Our love
           for our children becomes focused on an eternal
           relationship. With that time frame to work with, our
           perspective about the value of love deepens and broadens.

                As parents, we become concerned with the eternal
           well-being of the children. Their long-range welfare is
           paramount. One of the ways to describe parents is that
           parents live to bring true eternal joy, based upon love,
           to their children.



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                When we think about the spiritual world, or
           life-after-death, our view about what is valuable to us
           changes. I believe that when we do approach the age of
           eighty-eight (or some other large number) we will look
           back upon our life and remember more than anything else
           the people whom we have loved -- and will love forever.
           Our parents. Our spouse. Our children. Our friends. The
           times that our hearts were touched and melted with the
           joy of giving and receiving love. A great part of our joy
           will be based upon the relationships of heart and love
           that we will have established with our children and with
           other people.

                Based upon this view that relationships of unselfish
           love are eternal and are of the highest value, our
           actions and viewpoint will be influenced. It will become
           ever more clear to us that parental love is part of an
           eternal relationship -- a relationship that will bring us
           far more joy than any material stimuli. This type of
           value system will create an impact on our own lives, the
           lives of our children, and the lives of everyone around
           us.
            ........................................................
                           Peter F. Brown is the author of the book,
                           "Striving for Parental Love" and lives in
                      Virginia Beach, VA with his wife Kim and their
                   four children, Tymon, Thea Grace, Ranin and Tadin

                               * * * * * * * *


           The Movie Mom's Guide to Movies and Videos for Families
          .........................................................
                      Visit The Movie Mom's Guide on the
                              World Wide Web at:
              "http://pages.prodigy.com/VA/rcpj55a/moviemom.htm"

                                                       by Nell Minow

                These are reviews for parents of the best of current
           films and old movies available on video and cable, by
           Nell Minow, author, film critic, and mother. Reviews will
           be updated each week [on Nell's web page] with
           recommendations and replies to questions about movies on
           special topics, suitability of particular movies for
           children, and movie trivia--try to stump me! I'd also
           love your suggestions for a new book on movies for
           families. The best kids' comments I receive will be
           published. Send email to "rcpj55a@prodigy.com."

           Mr. Holland's Opus
           ******************

                Older kids may enjoy "Mr. Holland's Opus," which
           could leave them with new appreciation for their teachers

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           (and for music lessons). It is the story of a man who
           takes a teaching job to support his family, thinking it
           will leave him plenty of time for his real passion --
           composing. But he finds himself giving his life over the
           next thirty years to the students, and is bereft when he
           is laid off due to budget cuts and the assumption that
           the arts are somehow tangential to "real school." It
           skates close to the edge of sappiness with a subplot
           about Mr. Holland's son, whose deafness prevents his
           understanding what Mr. Holland cares about most. But the
           performance of Richard Dreyfuss in the lead role and the
           memory of the teacher in our own lives who touched us
           most make it worthwhile. WARNING: Some strong language
           and a subtle portrayal of teacher-student attraction.

                CLASSIC VIDEOS: For other movies of inspiring
           teachers, try "Goodbye, Mr. Chips," "To Sir With Love,"
           and "Up the Down Staircase" (the last two for 12 and up
           only.)

                NOT BAD FOR THE YOUNGER SET: "Dunston Checks In," a
           slapstick farce about a monkey in an elegant hotel.
           Coming later this month is "Muppet Treasure Island,"
           which looks very promising.

           NEW ON VIDEO:
           *************

                "The Indian in the Cupboard" - The well-loved
           children's book is beautifully brought to life, as a boy
           named Omri finds that when he locks his small plastic
           Indian in a cupboard with a magic key, the Indian comes
           to life. Omri learns about the responsibility, as well as
           the delights, of caring for someone very small. Highly
           recommended.

                For my list of the best movies for families, see "A
           Practical Guide to Practically Everything", published by
           Random House.

                         ...........................................
                            Nell Minow writes the Movie Mom's Guide,
                                           on the World Wide Web at:
                 "http://pages.prodigy.com/VA/rcpj55a/moviemom.htm"

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                                HeartQuestions
                               ----------------
                           Questions & Answers about
                      Marriage, Parenting & Family Issues
                     -------------------------------------

                       Send your questions by email to:
                         "peterbrown@futurerealm.com"
                            or by regular mail to:
                                HeartQuestions
                                 P.O. Box 4131
                        Virginia Beach, VA  23454 / USA
             ....................................................
               HeartQuestions is published as a weekly column on
                       The HeartThread Resource Page at:
                           "http://futurerealm.com"

                                                   by Peter F. Brown


           [Helping Your Child Overcome Shyness; Children and Dating]


           DEAR PETER:

                I have an eleven year old daughter who is very shy.
           She is extremely intelligent, she loves to read, and she
           gets very involved in certain television shows or book
           series. With a few friends she is very lively, but with
           the majority of people she is very shy. We have tried to
           be loving and supportive and explain to teachers and
           others that she is just very shy, but some people are
           worried about her social development. What do you think,
           and what do you recommend?

           Concerned Dad


           DEAR CONCERNED DAD:

                If you look at your daughter and find that she's a
           generous-hearted, good-natured and loving girl, I would
           say that you don't have to worry at all. If, on the other
           hand, your daughter tends to be cold, selfish and
           petulant, then you should be worried. Wouldn't you say
           that the attribute of being socially "active" is found
           among both types of people? Being a social butterfly does
           not necessarily a deep, loving, caring child make.

                Teach your daughter to love others, serve others,
           and look at others with compassion and sensitivity. It's
           a cold, cruel, and often brutal world out there --
           especially among children, who can be unusually cruel to
           each other. Help your daughter to realize that

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           ultimately, her greatest joy will come through helping
           and loving others. As she experiences this, she'll become
           more interested in people.

                A motivation of love will give her the power to
           overcome her natural shyness. After all, when someone is
           suffering, or in need, shyness becomes irrelevant. At the
           same time, teaching our children to live with a
           motivation of love is far more wonderful than raising our
           children to become brainless gadabouts. It sounds like
           your daughter is very sensitive. This can become her
           greatest asset. Honor her for it and help her hone it
           into something even greater.


           DEAR PETER:

                Our daughter is twelve and a half and is very
           popular and has many friends, but she doesn't want to
           date. She senses that one of the boys that she knows is
           getting a crush on her and wants to ask her for a date.
           She feels uncomfortable. What is the best way for her to
           make clear her position, yet still maintain her
           friendship, without hurting the boy's feelings?

           A. - from Washington, DC

           DEAR A:

                Tell your daughter to be extremely clear,
           straightforward and kind. As we all know, teenagers today
           are being influenced to be anything but abstinent. She
           will undoubtedly receive a great deal of pressure from
           many boys. Guide her to state her position clearly. For
           example, "I don't want to date anyone because I'm waiting
           until I'm older."

                She can tell the boy that they can "just be
           friends", but not boyfriend and girlfriend -- more like
           brother and sister. Teach her to draw the line very
           firmly. Tell her to not allow any kissing, hugging, or
           hand holding. In fact, to be really safe, you should
           teach her to never be alone with boys. If she's not alone
           with a boy in an unsupervised environment, there isn't
           much chance for something to happen.

                Teenagers are very passionate. It's extremely
           difficult for them to control their emotions. The best
           protection is to control their environment. Encourage
           your daughter to join clubs or other organizations, and
           conduct her social life in groups, rather than getting
           connected to the dating scene.

                Teach your daughter to communicate to other
           teenagers the value of waiting. More and more teenagers

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           are realizing that teen pregnancy will damage their
           lives. The organization called "Best Friends", based
           right in your town, Washington, DC, and founded by Elayne
           Bennett, is making tremendous advances in this regard.
           It's getting more and more popular to "just say no to
           sex". In Japan a movement is starting among teenagers
           that espouses the slogan "Purity is Stylish." If your
           daughter talks about these things, many of her classmates
           may respond and appreciate her efforts. She's definitely
           going in the right direction. She can be proud of
           herself.
                         ...........................................
                          Peter F. Brown lives in Virginia Beach, VA

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                   Ranin and the Red Thumb - (A True Story)
                  ..........................................
                                                 by Kim Korman Brown

                (Author's Note: Although this is not a typical
           column, I hope readers enjoy this true children's story
           about our third child, Ranin.)
           -------------------------------------------------------

                Ranin was four years old.

                     "Ranin Brown was a cowboy,
                     He was a true love cowboy,
                     with warm love eyes.
                     He liked to fight the outlaws
                     and he saved the women and children.
                     Yeehaw!"

                These are the words to a song his daddy made up for
           him. Ranin Brown was a handsome boy. Most of the time he
           was a boy of true love. But sometimes he got angry.

                When he got angry, his face screwed up into a mean,
           twisted-up pickle face. It was hard to see where the
           handsome went when he got mad.

                When he got angry sometimes he threw things.

                Sometimes he yelled things.

                Sometimes he stomped his feet and banged his fists.

                Sometimes he called people a "pig face!"

                One day Ranin and his mom were sitting on the couch.
           They were watching Ranin's favorite movie, "The Black
           Stallion". They were sitting close together and they
           smiled at each other.

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                "Ranin, you're so sweet today. How come sometimes
           you get so mad?" his mom said.

                Ranin smiled at his mom and held up one hand. "This
           much of me is good," he said wiggling five fingers. "And
           this much of me is mean," he said wiggling the other
           five.

                Then his mom took the fingers he said were mean.
           "No, this one is good, and this one is good, and this one
           is good, and this one is good and just this thumb is a
           little bit mean," she said, kissing them one by one.

                The next day they told his dad about his thumb. His
           dad said, "Ranin, would you like to know a secret?"

                Ranin nodded yes.

                "If you keep kissing your mean thumb when you feel
           mean, pretty soon it won't be mean anymore. Pretty soon
           it will be a true love thumb!"

                Then his daddy kissed Ranin's thumb, and said, "See?
           It's better already!"

                And Ranin smiled.

                The next time Ranin got really mad he started
           yelling and stomping and slamming the doors.

                "Hey Ranin, you better kiss your thumb," his mom
           said.

                Ranin looked at his thumb and forgot about being mad
           for a minute. He smiled and showed his mother. "Look,
           it's red. That's how you can tell I'm still mad."

                His mother laughed and kissed his thumb. "I'm still
           mad," he said, trying to look angry.

                "We better work on it some more," his mother said.
           Then she kissed his thumb and tickled his tummy until he
           wasn't mad any more. They laughed and tickled and hooted
           and squealed. Then they smiled at each other.

                "I think it worked." said his mom, pointing to his
           thumb.

                "Look!" said Ranin. "It's not red anymore!"

                And from then on, whenever Ranin had a mean thumb,
           he kissed it, and smiled a special cowboy smile.
                            ........................................
                             Kim Korman Brown is a writer and a Mom,
                                  living in Virginia Beach, Virginia

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               ...............................................

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